Long Ago

It was so long ago Since i seen your face I was so broken and i just needed space I was happy even with your grace I think she put her potion in the pills they're laced With her loving, effection and all of her qualities Kinda see now why you weren't the true one for me All of this time i've not been feeling lovely Trust me this isn't how i wanted it to be Trust me, could you not see how much i cared My mental took over when you disappeared A battle of conscious control with your head Took over for me, found comfort in my bed Please just be quiet i know what's been said Sometime i'd rather just be in my head Than talk about problems then being mislead To thinking i'm okay, i'm already dead I'm already dead I can feel it in my head I know what's been said I know what's been said She said I feel the pain boy Well let me heal you, let me conceal you From all of your troubles Be in our own bubble We'll deal with our addiction Live in our own fiction We got that friction, don't need no prediction We're perfect thats given, work hard make a living See you in the distance We're co-excisting Fuck that good riddance Breaking down man I need some assistance Taking every single thing to its limits All the pain just comes back in a minute I been breaking my flow like I break biscuits When I get bored All I do is just fidget I know Im the problem Dont know how to solve em My minds thinking redeem My brains telling me run Run into the sun and don't look back Dont really know why im feeling like that Cursed from birth it just seems like that I didn't deserve anything I got Now I'm living like this What the fuck do I got I been putting money straight into my pot Just to create this EP and give it a shot Dont look back, no regrets they think I lost the plot