Disconnection

Silence My mind starts wandering again Half asleep, pleasing apathy Time keeps on slipping Feeling my slumber fading Now that life calls me back I slowly realise how far I drifted away A little out of place I separate myself again Can't become a part of this life we lived How much can I give And I beg you to never let me go I read between the lines of your despair You think I'm to blame But I would disagree We're not on the same page But if you'd apologize to me I would set you free We tried to find our last salvation (I was good to you) I lose myself in isolation (You abandoned me) Feeling disconnected – time to decide Now I've finally gained the distance to see (Don't abandon me) Disconnection is what's left for me Can't you see There's a gap in between Still you try to keep me close to you We kept pretending That our tale wasn't ending I have to face myself – Don't you think we reached a point of no return Can't break the walls we've built Try to erase the things we said Seems like we're still waiting for the bitter end I read between the lines of your despair You think I'm to blame But I would disagree We're not on the same page But if you'd apologize to me I would set you free We tried to find our last salvation (I was good to you) I lose myself in isolation (You abandoned me) Feeling disconnected – time to decide Now I've finally gained the distance to see (Don't abandon me) Disconnection is what's left for me Our wounds are way too deep for us to mend I throw my arms and leave this rotten sight All we used to know just had to end So I could heal, and I could see the light Fuck you, bloody bitch We tried to find our last salvation (I was good to you) I lose myself in isolation (You abandoned me) Feeling disconnected – time to decide Now I've finally gained the distance to see (Don't abandon me) Disconnection is what's left for me