Deep In Thought

Knock Knock! can we come in? "Who's out there?" All of your regrets and harmful thoughts Please let us in, No! you'll ruin everything even more I don't need extra problems Can't you hear it in my voice when it talks volumes FUCK all these poems, FUCK all these Rhythms When i'm lost Depression is already crawling in Anxiety resting in my head like it's a hotel Thoughts scattered like a puzzle Pieces of me feel like I don't fit in Outside all I got are fake emotions Keeping it together when I'm with my close friends Then when the lights are off eyes are closed Hearts running off like there's a race Fake scenarios, in the dark Scared to move Now i've spend hours on useless memories That I wish I could forget I'm just LOST, In my own thoughts That where you'll find me if you go on the search I'm just LOST, in the pieces, of my heartbreak That's where you'll find me That's where you'll find me Repeated flashbacks that's all I be receiving My inner demons love to keep me overwhelmed With issues and mistakes made by my younger self Trapped in a cage with no lock it must be fake Banging on the bars forced to be kept awake Then they slither into my darkest thoughts like a snake I'll never be enough but music is my safe place While i got pen and paper I will dweel till the end Nobody can hurt me as much Since you don't know what goes on in my mind anymore I'm so lost in this corridor Anger written on the walls Mold spreading from past memories Believing we are now enemies She's moved on but I'm frozen in place Crowded in my head, voices fighting before bed All these fake scenarios, in the dark I'm scared to move Now i've spend hours on useless memories That I wish I could forget I'm just LOST, In my own thoughts That where you'll find me if you go on the search I'm just LOST, in the pieces, of my heartbreak That's where you'll find me That's where you'll find me