SnowBanks (feat. Tabita Rotondi) [Slow & Reverb]

Past month 11, stranger things After fall, before the spring Young and fun, do anything Now I'm grown up, how can it be? (Man it sucks) Who would've thought after all the times I'd explore I'd be stuck up in the floor Seeming to need more Playing a keyboard With feelings that he poured cause This makes me scream Lord "Is this an evil scheme or?" Is it my own admission? Now I don't wanna seem sappy It's just that it's easy to smile But it's harder to be happy (Man it sucks) Wish I could take a time machine back, so an adult I could finally know How I used to find bliss, without music like this Just let my cares go, laying in the snow Now I'm laying in the snow Just thinking about my life Tryna let my cares go But my thoughts are too loud (Man it sucks) All I can think of Are the hurt and my pain Things I lost along the way Left behind in my past Now I'm here by myself Feeling kinda down Don't know how to cope Overthinking everything All that I ask Is some peace for my soul While I'm laying here alone Drowning thoughts in the snow Now I remember when I would go out at recess And see all the snow plowed to the grass line My friends and I would go out on so many adventures Power Rangers, Dragons 'til class time (Man it sucks) Now I guess I'm already in all of this debt? As a senior, I'm not even in college for another few months Can't go back, it was what it was Thought I was strong like a mighty oak, now I'm too stumped Got to give the government credit though Don't start Cause I'm being literal Gonna die broke like Mozart That's classical, quite interesting Did you get the joke, too time investing? You know what? Just doesn't matter anymore Time to grow older and see what is in store Now I'm laying in the snow Just thinking 'bout my life Tryna let my cares go Feeling broken inside Is it too much to ask For some peace for my soul While I'm laying here alone Getting lost in the snow? (Oh, oh, oh) Take me back, take me back, take me back How can I feel guilty saying that? (Oh, oh, oh) How can I feel guilty saying that?! (Oh, oohhh, oohhh) C'mon man, that's what you wanted the most! Maybe it's time to move on I've been nostalgic for too long Time to work on a new song I've been nostalgic for too long! (Oh, oohhh, oh, oohhh) (Oh, oohhh, oohhh) Now I'm moving out, house is bare Cleaning out my closet, where's my snare? There I remember so much But now I don't seem to care (Man it sucks) Back then the lights were on Mom says it's time for me to rest Instead, I'm up all night Listening to "Bennie and the Jets" Look for something, but nothing! Who needs a rhyme anymore? But then there's a glisten of hope A snowflake fell, couldn't grasp what I was seeing Had my head in the clouds too long, I gasp at the sight It was so relieving I never had faith for the aether Or something to truly believe in But now I know that snow angels can really defeat the cold-hearted demons Oh, oh, oh Oh, oohhh, oohhh Oh, oohhh, oh, oohhh