Secrets

Lotta Secrets I Only Told To 5ths of Dussè and My Head Suicidal Thoughts Runnin' Rapid Wit' a Pistol By My Bed I Suffer From Insecurities I Aint Too Prideful To Say It Mind Often in Dark Places So if You Try Me Ima Spray it You ain't Neva lived my life So you cant tell me how to feel I battle wit deep depression And learned to cope wit out a pill Man this shit be really real You only in it for the thrills Niggaz don't know how it feel To hear yo patnah done got killed Niggaz don't know how it feel To really be out in the field Stoppin at red lights Playin yo mirrors for the drill Clutchin' yo pistol Thang Kuz if they try you-you gone kill The Boyz get behind you blurpin Take the charge or you gone peel See that's just the life we live And the situations we face Would you rather go to grave Or would you rather catch a case Lotta niggaz aint built for this So my advice Stay out the way Nigga I'm out here either way I signed up and took my rank A real soldier in this shit Ima stay solid to my grave And you can tell these ain't no lies If you look me in my face Lotta pain hid in disguise But ima smile like it's okay Traumatic Memories I delete But this money I always save But this money niggaz cant take So we gone blow this shit Phasholy Niggaz smilin in yo face Really actin like they yo Homie But it's envy in disguise And them supposed to be yo guys We all started from the bottom But they don't wanna see you rise Lotta Secrets I Only Told To 5ths of Dussè and My Head Suicidal Thoughts Runnin' Rapid Wit' a Pistol By My Bed I Suffer From Insecurities I Aint Too Prideful To Say It Mind Often in Dark Places So if You Try Me Ima Spray it You ain't Neva lived my life So you cant tell me how to feel I battle wit deep depression And learned to cope wit out a pill Man this shit be really real You only in it for the thrills Niggaz don't know how it feel To hear yo patnah done got killed Niggaz don't know how it feel to really be out in these streets Lookin over yo shoulder Then you hear some tires screech Four niggaz jump out the whip You get low and show'em feet But they got ice up in they veins Like D'Angelo frum the 3 So they out there Shootin from Range Jumped out the foreign blowin heat And you just tryna find cover Got caught in prevent D And That done got yo head smacked Cuz you aint even get to reach You was on yo zig zag And bullets took you off yo feet Now they screamin out Rest In Peace And gotcho face up on they tee Candles spellin yo name on the curb Where they let you bleed Its a fucked up cycle we livin But it's the life that niggaz lead This The life I'm tryna leave But this lil' life it cant be beat Expiration date guaranteed Don't know when but my day comin But if a Nigga take me out I just pray I go out dumpin I just pray I hit somethin My whole life it been a fight I just make it look Aight Now let me smile for the light Lotta Secrets I Only Told To 5ths of Dussè and My Head Suicidal Thoughts Runnin' Rapid Wit' a Pistol By My Bed I Suffer From Insecurities I Aint Too Prideful To Say It Mind Often in Dark Places So if You Try Me Ima Spray it You ain't Neva lived my life So you cant tell me how to feel I battle wit deep depression And learned to cope wit out a pill Man this shit be really real You only in it for the thrills Niggaz don't know how it feel To hear yo patnah done got killed Lotta Secrets I Only Told To 5ths of Dussè and My Head Suicidal Thoughts Runnin' Rapid Wit' a Pistol By My Bed I Suffer From Insecurities I Aint Too Prideful To Say It Mind Often in Dark Places So if You Try Me Ima Spray it You ain't Neva lived my life So you cant tell me how to feel I battle wit deep depression And learned to cope wit out a pill Man this shit be really real You only in it for the thrills Niggaz don't know how it feel To hear yo patnah done got killed