THURMAN'S REVENGE

Just let me ugh Let me talk to y'all for a bit I gotta lot of shit on my mind I just need somebody to tell it to Don't judge me too hard This is Thurman's Revenge This is all my self doubt inside a syringe I don't drink a lot But damn, I been drinking a lot Guess I like to binge And I ain't talking tv you watch Bitches on my dick who said they wasn't guess it only takes time Damn, look at my watch Tick tick tick Time heals but this pain is numb still Hungry niggas stay looking for the crumbs still Cold nigga burn steel Furnace need fuel still They tell me to stand still While they at a stand still Now make it make sense huh Michael with the glove they won't never get my prints off Insecurity's time to rinse off Tried to take the picture I ain't even take the lens off Liking other bitches pictures wonder why she pissed off Girl I'ma train wreck one you should get head of SMH so much this bitch done damn near shook her head off Rarely try to fuck a girl Why, Cause I'ma lover boy In todays society ashamed to even love her boy Cause she got another boy That boy don't even love her boy Niggas stay sneak dissing cause they undercover boy Damn you really love ya boy Huh That line hit deeper than most Even at my highest point I'm still deeper than most Now they trynna bash me cause all the time I post But back when suicide was creeping deep inside I would always stay ghost Pistol always stayed close But it won't for no burglaries I'm only the person who for certain really planned on hurting me Had it all mapped out Don't know if I'm grateful or resentful that I backed out But Dear God can you please hear me out If i don't make it Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now If I If I'm not the greatest Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now If I'm not ya favorite Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now If I'm not what you created huh Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now If I don't make it Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now And if i'm not the greatest Kill me now Yeah This is Thurman's Revenge This is all my anxiety inside a syringe My heart full of gold That's why I avoid having plentiful friends People like to take advantage Never understand it This bitch is too demanding Always wanting answers Even to the questions I have unanswered What are we? Bitch we people Now lemme feed you A bowl of sarcasm For desert I'll give you 5 or 6 orgasms Now she won't stop spazzing bout Bitches in the past and harassing my exes Going thru the text's Trynna add some shit up But the math ain't mathing up Now I'm backing up If you accuse me of shit you better back it up I see a bunch of slack here you better pack it up My mama want grandkids and she still tell me wrap it up Cuz these bitches stacking up I prolly fucked ya hoe and een know Guess that pussy was a gabbage truck My life is sad as fuck Or either I'm the one that's sad as fuck Either way wake me up when I give a fuck Until then close the blinds and shut the fuck up If i don't make it Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now And if i'm not the greatest Kill me now Kill me now If i'm not ya favorite Kill me now Kill me now If i'm not what you created Kill me now Kill me now If I If I never make it Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now Kill me Now Now If i'm not the greatest Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now Kill me now