Dawn

Pulling a Cullen Omori Hey girl, what's happening? Thought I saw you in my dreams but nah, you is reality We could link tonight, cos in the morning I'll be Gone Gone Thank You for the sweet, long loving till the dawn dawn Really want some carats but the vision's not inherited Talking bout my larynx, that shit booming like Osama did Llama spit harder than the strain on my oesophagus Swallow your words quick, because you cannot stomach it I've been perfecting my art, since day one I done loaded a gun, and I'm shooting it for fun at the sky At the clouds, I've been blasting my sound 2022 really gon' break the fucking ground and my shit loud Saying you can't hear me, how? I'm on a roll, snake eyes ain't nowhere in sight Keep in mind, this ain't even my final form like Goku Agoraphobia ain't controlling me, who told you? Copycats want my blueprint Watch them get stuck like it's gum My breath smell like new mint Pretty boy sporting cool tones in this bitch Watch my skin glow, coupled with my rings and my fit Necklaces on stack, compare your accolades to mine You'll find what you all lack Adapt to any climate, I can handle the heat Exactly as I planned, Light can't handle the beat, nah I'm in my zone, y'all can't handle a stones throw Better watch your tone, I can see through you like Abbachio Pearls sit tight on my neck, it's a choker Them gems so bright on a chain, like smokers Sinking into my seat, smelling the cinnamon scented cylinders Hindering my vision's impossible, I'm not a visitor I'm here to stay, been planned since doomsday Ring on my pinkie match the flowers in bouquets Suitcase packed, I'm ready My group tight knit I don't fuck with y'all phonies who say you know me My act clean, skin clear of acne Bags in my backseat Sorry, can't catch me Imma let the beat go dumb No stress, my sweat beads gon' leave me numb No mess, confess that I will hold on from dusk to dawn Pencil to my temple like I'm Hamilton Sign a couple deals with my demons If I feel like I can't handle it Maybe I could manage it? I can't even fathom it My vision's vigenered and I don't think I can unscramble it I've been trynna keep an eye on my mental But lately, my life is just things I can't handle Just a build up of stress, I just wanna believe that I know what's best for myself Wanna seek help, reach out But I'm too scared of the people Reacting to my emotions Closing the curtain on my heart I've been living in the dark, yeah that's for certain Maybe that's for the best tho Lit a fire, but I'm blowing out the candle Been forgetting my roots Rotten fruits, I've been trynna change me into you I've been trynna change me into you Y'know, it's like I'm losing myself Maybe for the good? Or the bad, who knows But it's affecting everyone around me State of sadness Trapped in madness Feel ecstatic, one minute Then it fades to tragic memories on the spot It won't stop I'm tired of repeating actions They don't mean much anyways It's like I help you through your shit, and when I need it You just leave me stranded You're too far from me? But we're on the same planet It's been a year since I last tried I saw, blue, pink, yellow, in the bright skies Couldn't remember what my mind was like But I can now, I guess it's back to the cold nights Holding myself in my arms, covered in cuts So much for not causing harm, at least to myself, i guess No fuss, no mess I'll just tell myself again, build up of stress Y'know the first time it was pills Then it was a noose Yeah, Right now I'm back at square one, but this time Less is more My stomach is in pain I haven't slept, my family is back on good terms But despite all that I'm ready to fade to black Dawn to dusk, keeping my eyes pointed upwards I like the view of the birds Dawn to dusk, keeping my heart in a box I don't wanna let it rot Dawn to dusk, keeping my eyes pointed downwards The worms in the dirt Dawn to dusk, keeping my eyes pointed forwards If I keep going, will it hurt? Sometimes I like to watch the rain It's peaceful