not happy

Get my day going with a late start Don't do much but I make art How I always end up staying inside Offered plans but I always turn a blind eye I just can't help but to retreat and get high Life just ain't the same it's insane it gets too much to bare I try to act like I don't but it's the truth that I care I'm well aware of everything malicious going on So I try to find comfort in a song Do whatever I can to move along We're all just people in a strange world Living Navigating a game we've never played before I know you've gotta make the most of the worst But sometimes it's more than I can endure Really hate to think negative but every now and then I get low Really that's just how it goes You can say i'm thinking dark but i'm not i'm thinking deep I just go through shit it's so hard to get control Having trouble staying grounded and I hate being around when there's too many people I'm an independent bitch at heart So i'm always gonna play that part But lately I been in the dark I've been seeing stars Gold and blue It's a dream Frankly I just wanna see it I wanna believe it Everything i'm doing wanna see it through completion Needed inspiration so I called upon my demons Handed me a pen and they even put the ink in Said I wanna see you write So ima do this shit right But that's the thing about life You don't got a chance to go and do the shit twice Who really care anymore Hope my next life ain't a bore You can take my name off the board We're all just people in a strange world Living Navigating a game we've never played before I know you've gotta make the most of the worst But sometimes it's more than I can endure Keep my pressed face on Ain't happy with it Keep your clown face on Ain't happy with it Keep my pressed face on Ain't happy with it Keep your clown face on Ain't happy with it