Younger

The best time in your life is when you younger that's true You only worry about that paper that you typing at school And when you stop at the store you ask your mom for a juice Cuz she working everyday just to blow it on you I felt bad when I realized all the stuff that she do Seven kids set of twins it's like nobody else knew She use to work everyday holding all of that freight I use to walk past that room and see her wiping her face My dad stayed at home with us But I hated his ways Always fussed at a nigga just for saying okay I use to fuss back with him So I shorten some days I use to be so mad at em I ain't talk for some days And out of know where he pull me to the side and Say aye Let's go outside And take a ride And we gone talk and be straight But down inside I was screaming I was hurt with some rage Cuz I was younger I could tell he was causing me pain Soon as we talk thinking everything would be straight Now everyday Is the same I was stuck in that cage And no matter what I did we was stuck in da stage But anyway I told myself to do better I can't stay on this floor We want really lower class I cant say that for sure I had to knock on some doors I had to redow some floors I raked yards cleaned cars thought I had me a job Cuz I was tired of going in and asking mommy for five I felt myself getting older left shyness inside And I don't care for approval I don't need a high five Dats why I hate I beat myself about the past You calling me trash When I take it out Really Who replacing my bag My dad taught me one thing just don't be like his ass Yeah I'm tired Being tired i been bussing my ass I gotta job I'm still making all my payments I'm glad I chase green they can't even cut a inch off my grass Both parents moved out so I'm leaving this ban I talk to myself a lot I know I needed a plan Since I graduated told myself I'm more then a men I'm only crying cuz it hurts But Im not making amends If I'm the only one thats racing tell me how I cant win No I'm never really hating but I know we not friends I look my bro in his eyes with that stick in his hand He always asking am I down I'm just shaking my head But down Inside I'm just thinking boy just Tell Me the plan I been clean all my life , but got dirt on my hands I wash them Off when done and pray to god for my sins I know day count when you down but I'm breaking the pin Told my girl and my daughter y'all gone stay in good hands I put my hands near my eyes and I got in a stance Paying for my old wrongs I'm still tryan finance I be trying to playoff , im just trying to advance Can't make da same mistake, gotta pay In advance You can trust everything brown sugar and sand I ain't start on my feet I was walking with hands But The best time in your life is when you younger that's true You only worry about that paper that you typing at school And when you stop at the store you ask your mom for a juice Cuz she working everyday just to blow it on you I felt myself getting older left shyness inside And I don't care for approval I don't need a high five Dats why I hate I beat myself about the past You calling me trash When I take it out Really Who replacing my bag My dad taught me one thing just don't be like his ass Yeah I'm tired Being tired i been bussing my ass I gotta job I'm still making all my payments I'm glad I chase green they can't even cut a inch off my grass