CONFESSIONS

Man I'm tired of pushing weight They be talking 'bout vacations, but I know I can't relate The only rest is when they open heaven's gate Both my phones are jumping, that's a word to Kevin Gates They been asking for forgiveness, can never give them that That's another way they can't be snaking on my back This recipe is tough I had to whip it up from scratch Born up with the money yeah, you know that's cap Man I'm too intoxicated, all my life been complicated Father wasn't really proud that I ain't graduated Wouldn't really try to fake it, so I knew I had to make it I set up at my house and imma start to get creative Everybody waiting on me like imma keep on producing Don't know that this life is not inspiring, just amusing Deeper than this rap, it's so much deeper than this music Speaking what I feel but I'm not making excuses at all I told MJ I'll retire 'fore I'm washed Told Abdelshafi that I'll help him quit his job I told my momma that I'll help her cut the costs I told my brother that I'll turn into a boss I be outside taking sinister captures When I rap about the past, I'm giving sinister captions I'm not about the talking, more administering actions Five on my team, I ain't talking 'bout Jacksons I been hot since '98 but I'll be hot on 97 I can know who's real and who is not in just a second The ones that laughed at me look the same since grade eleven And if I get deported, that will really be a lesson To my ego I thought that I would take off like the Migos Pull up to the Grammys no tuxedo Yeah I had to do it for my people Fuck it up Yeah, it's hard to appreciate Never stopped trying I only see my fate I show it on my face, my songs are all your faves Even 'Macarena' nigga, I'd put that on my tape, yeah Father told me I was born weak I was out too early, about two weeks A penny back then would cover both feet Wasn't meant to be alive but that's a small feat, yeah What you know about a broken home What you know about a fam you only speak to when that shit is on a telephone I can never keep myself in a single-zone At this point my heart be feeling like it's tear prone You know? You really don't know how it feels to be the base of a pyramid I took all my emotions, went away and I hid with it This shit, gotta live with it Right now I feel limited But soon I'll get dividends This song is my reminisce Remembering the moments I was grinding but having less, yeah To Jessica, Tina, Nyah and Tess I wish you the best I'm passing my test All the bitches say they'll stick around they're not on my crest Nahhh, Queens really acting like Jests Heart was feeling vulnerable, I'm wearing a vest I'm giving everything I got, they ask for the rest, yeah Ain't it funny how my 2020 year was my blindest 'Bout to hit 2024 with my finest 25 in '24, living like highness Me and Trav can really both say we the highest I'll be getting mines Dodging landmines Fuck society, I'm 'bout to get a landline I got talent hidden in me that you can't find Me and Lio chill on mountains that you can't climb Nah, and that's facts (Yeah)