Rely On

Say my name once, then forget it Just pretend you never said it Make a lie that I believe in Just until my heart starts beating Think of me once, then never again Don't think of me now and then Cause when you've got me on your mind You drag me in again Cause you're my idol, you're my Zion For me to pray to as you fly on And you're the hope that keeps me going Not a shoulder I can cry on An alter that my love can lie on To worship you, and then to die on Cause I'm not living, I'm just waiting I need something to rely on Killing time is killing me Waiting for love Waiting for love to set me free I know I'm lost in the fear Just waiting for love I won't see the light Until it disappears Just let me hope and never learn I'm passed the point of no return Be my truth and be my fiction Be my living contradiction Take the pain you feel, and fight it Love is better unrequited Dreams are best before you wake It all comes crashing down So leave the silence safe and sound And be what's lost, and never found A memory that's breaking down While it's drifting all around me Life is perfectly astounding I know that you will live without me But I won't make it, though I'll try on I need something to rely on Killing time is killing me Waiting for love Waiting for love to set me free I know I'm lost in the fear Just waiting for love I won't see the light Until it disappears I need something to rely on Don't know who I'll be if I'm wrong Drift away from me and I'm gone I need something to rely on Said I need something to rely on Don't know who I'll be if I'm wrong Drift away from me and I'm gone, cause oh I need something to rely on To rely on Killing time is killing me Waiting for love Waiting for love to set me free I know I'm lost in the fear Just waiting for love I won't see the light Until it disappears Until it disappears