Burnt Out

I'm feeling Burnt out Burnt out from my thoughts right now I'm trying to make sense of reality, it's got me down, down In the hells of the underground Lost and found, I ain't found man, I'm lost not found This current pulling me right under I-I swim against the rip, I should know better this is it I try to build up all this energy, to fail with consistency, I try to find the balance but this just doesn't feel like me I leave the house to find anxiety is very high in me, yes it comes in all variety's Panic for a second then it's time for second guessing Now this second guessing makes me detached, from all the blessings Now this stressing brings dissociation I've been stuck, I've been patient but could never be your patient, I'm to deep for all that faking Burnt out from the world, Take a break from everything cause I don't feel anything, I'm feeling burnt out Burnt out life's confusing Burnt out from consuming Burnt out from I'm feeling burnt out Burnt out from losing Burnt out from doing Burnt out from viewing I'm feeling burnt out Burnt out life's confusing Burnt out from consuming Burnt out from I'm feeling burnt out Burnt out from losing Burnt out from doing Burnt out from viewing I'm feeling burnt out Burnt out for forever now I run away from all the chaos but much more is found Got these demons all around Now my soul can't be found All we do is circle round, tryna find our purpose, what is purpose, I just wanna lay right down Watch the clock tick, tick, I'm feeling kinda sick, sick From all these expectations, put me down, lay me down, underground to turn into a compound Not in motion fighting motions, can't control all these emotions, extra weight on my back But I ain't be looking back I still have hope that's a fact Knowing everything's alright Knowing everything will die Then appear in gods eye Energy will multiply I will swim through all the lies To learn that presence is the prize The world will never make me bitter, I just need a bitter time To find my peace of mind, I'm feeling burnt out Burnt out life's confusing Burnt out from consuming Burnt out from I'm feeling burnt out Burnt out from losing Burnt out from doing Burnt out from viewing I'm feeling burnt out Burnt out life's confusing Burnt out from consuming Burnt out from I'm feeling burnt out Burnt out from losing Burnt out from doing Burnt out from viewing I'm feeling burnt out Burnt out from good habits now I try to make everything right, to watch pain multiply Maybe my brain lies Maybe my brain just tired Maybe my brain is wired, to feel things that ain't desired I wake up here we go again, another war to face today I'm knowing money can't fix pain I wish I didn't think this way, I wish I could be fooled But I can't so I break rules Lost inside a fake world Where every user is the validator Every loser is the hater Every user is the player Fuck this shit seeya later Time to hibernate, time to integrate, all these lessons, from the pain This depression has been draining I'm sick of my complaining This shit ain't entertaining My inner child fading Man I wish this was a dream But it ain't this is reality I'm trapped, I wanna scream, I'm feeling burnt out Burnt out life's confusing Burnt out from consuming Burnt out from I'm feeling burnt out Burnt out from losing Burnt out from doing Burnt out from viewing I'm feeling burnt out Burnt out life's confusing Burnt out from consuming Burnt out from I'm feeling burnt out Burnt out from losing Burnt out from doing Burnt out from viewing I'm feeling burnt out