Permanent Scars FREESTYLE

Yeah yeah I'd be lying if I said things were same Lying I'd be lying if I said things were the same Crazy how things rearrange and fucking change Blew up in my face Babygirl what the fuck Lately I been trynna find some love But it's so hard to find some love Only when I find it, it be in the drugs I can't even lie bae, I'm so fucked up I'm so different I don't know how I get it sometimes And then I don't Why I fuck up and why my heart turn cold I will never know I think that I can not, I can not I been so damn lost inside the fucking sauce, fucking sauce Crazy how I got my mom, but have no pops Have no pops Shit was hella hard, I was against the odds Against the odds Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Had to overcome adversity But them left permanent scars on me Permanent scars, permanent scars Permanent scars, permanent scars Permanent scars, permanent scars Permanent scars, shit hurt me severe I ain't see clear I was in the whip and I ain't know how to steer So I fucked up and hella crashed But I wasn't off the beer Life got fucking crazy man and life got fucking weird Living my life in my imagination Fuck out my face if you're fucking hating Twenty years old, but I'm hoping I'll make it Life is a movie like Freddie v. Jason Oh oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh, yeah Want to go home, but I don't really got a home yuh I been so fucked, I been so fucked up Trynna go find some love, but I do not have some love Well I fucking do, but that love is not enough I ain't even love myself, I think I need fucking help Lately I been chilling down Chilling down in fucking Hell I been talking to God, hoping that I do prevail Hoping he forgive me cause lately I been sending shells In all directions, living life so reckless I been playing life like it's a game, treat it like Tetris I don't give no fuck cause T.R.L up on my necklace Talking real life, TrevvyL help to teach lessons Going back and forth, going back and forth Going, going Going back and forth, going back and forth I'm going Yes sir ski Trevvy fucking L, Jack made the beat