Eula

I just lost Eula Mae Hope I got this Uber fare so I can go see Prophet Majors Slept on the block for days I put that on Aunt Carla grave I wish I had your life to trade If I did I would die today Barely seen Miss Shaquana face at her funeral I don't go to funerals, I looked away I'm from a crooked place Man them niggas took my cousin in the same time it took to pray Lord save us My brother said he'll kill me That day he became a stranger Like he gon' up the banger You shoot that bitch you better aim up Only I know what I pray for All of y'all should know where my heart at Before I let you trick me up out my position I'ma just fall back, Lord Forgive me lord Just tryna find myself in this world They say Dis sold some meth to lil' Gerald He almost left his lil' girl At times I felt like a motherless child I had holes in my shoes my feet keep touching the ground I miss granny I wish heaven had a number to dial Now I'm in denial I only see my family once in a while And we all living on barrowed time Real love hard to find, need to replace this heart of mine Ungrateful bitch done swallowed mine Your shoes ain't a lot to fill How you plot to kill the realest I wish I could chill but got fam in the projects still I wish I could heal Mama D said don't manifest it'll take long I stay strong but I ain't tryna hear her From the gudda it's more than popping pills It's more than popping straps No moving forward after that It's more than watch ya back This morning I relaxed By dawn I'll be back stressed It feels like cardiac arrest