What Am I Doing?

I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing With all these goals What am I waiting for I don't know I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing With all these hoes All them for what I wind up on my own I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing It's all these shows I be in the crib smoking thinking when I blow But I'm doing everything I shouldn't be doing Instead I'm doing everything but what I should be What am I doing? Yo I just been distracted Looking at life too many switch up out blue and you like I don't know what happened I been preoccupied No need to apologize This idol mind, chasing bitches thinking I got the time Rollin out with niggas I shouldn't be rollin out with And if I was focused I wouldn't be going out lit I been in on some other shit, But I knew that wasn't it, Always on my bullshit I admit I must've slipped I ain't really been focused and that's the reason I wrote this Like just in case you ain't notice Feel like the worlds on my shoulders So I was somewhere stressing I should've in the studio Story of my life, could've been in a movie though I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing With all these goals (in my head) What am I waiting for I don't know I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing With all these hoes All them for what I wind up on my own I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing It's all these shows I be in the crib smoking thinking when I blow But I'm doing everything I shouldn't be doing Damn I'm doing everything but what I should be What am I doing? Yo I won't make excuses Sometimes when you on the grind it get useless And the thoughts running thru my mind getting ruthless Tryna cope with life while staying focused on my music I always got some new shit I ain't got no stars in the ceiling of my cat But I know the feeling going through the system with ya dawg And living ya worst nightmares when you was small Rubbing women the wrong way when my energy off I'm saying I been busy doing shit that I don't even wanna do It's a shame what we be doing to bring that money through I been feeling burned out When all the faith a nigga used to have turns doubt Chillin blowing herb out. I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing With all these goals What am I waiting for I don't know I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing With all these hoes (in my head) All them for what I wind up on my own I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing It's all these shows I be in the crib smoking thinking when I blow But I'm doing everything I shouldn't be doing Damn (Drawn) I'm doing everything but what I should be What am I doing? Who else got a vision in em and don't really chase it? How I got the talent that I wanted and I waste it?... What if it's a fear of the unknown and you face it?... When is you gon recognize in you is some greatness?... Where I'm going and coming with me on this spaceship?... Why I was thinking if I go I'll never make it?...damn And that's why I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing With all these goals What am I waiting for I don't know I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing With all these hoes All them for what I wind up on my own I been doing everything I shouldn't be doing It's all these shows I be in the crib smoking thinking when I blow But I'm doing everything I shouldn't be doing Instead I'm doing everything but what I should be What am I doing?