Look At Me Now

Yo, was walking by when I heard somebody said my name Got me thinking because nobody ever said my name before Compared to the past, I was a nobody Compared to now, I'm a somebody And I said to the person Look at me now motherfucker Take a look at me now I'm famous and on top and I'm so lonely Take a look at me now I got everything I wanted and I'm not happy Take a look at me now I'm worn and weary from reality Take a look at me now This what you made me to be, a menace to society Me, myself and I have been through a lot I've been through tribulations through the trials I wrought I've had a few wins and many losses just to get here I thought I'd be happy but man I'm holdin' back tears My future used to be bright, now my life is glum I know I can't keep everything, had to sacrifice some Lookin' back at the good times just isn't enough I want the good old feelin' before things went rough But I'll never get that back cause I've changed a lot I feel so cold, no lie, it's lonely at the top Now I'm paranoid cause the fame changed my brain It's like OD'in on cocaine, rap shit is insane I can't trust nobody cause they all betray me They would aim and shoot with no hesitancy You think it's all easy, you think this fame comes cheap Take a look at me, broken and battered, I can't help but to weep Take a look at me now I'm famous and on top and I'm so lonely Take a look at me now I got everything I wanted and I'm not happy Take a look at me now I'm worn and weary from reality Take a look at me now This what you made me to be, a menace to society It's not as glamorous as it's made out to be People actin' nervous as they look at me The legal system is after me, they made me a pariah Turn up the fire, I'll come through and inspire You can assassinate me but you'll never kill my music My word and bond is strong for I'm real, never foolish You can never detract from the reality I'm sprayin' Keep hatin' all you want, you don't grasp what I'm sayin' You the ones who even gave me this rap career Without you, I wouldn't even be here Thinkin' everyone against me, yes I'm that deluded Nobody even sees me, yes I'm that reclusive This what you made me to be, a public enemy All because you afraid of my ability to speak You gave me this fame, and this is the result Once you let the cat free, you can't keep him in the vault That's what's up Take a look at me now I'm famous and on top and I'm so lonely Take a look at me now I got everything I wanted and I'm not happy Take a look at me now I'm worn and weary from reality Take a look at me now This what you made me to be, a menace to society