I'll Stay

I remember thinking I was in love I remember thinking you were sent from up above I remember late nights having feelings of Longing and hoping that I could be the one that you want I haven't felt this hope in years I know it's bound to disappear I saw the warnings but I didn't adhere Now I don't really wanna be here "I love you you're good enough for me" That's what you said, I didn't know you were lying You were the first to give me everything Only to rip it away ignoring all my pleas Why did you give me that sense of hope? Only to kill my heart like you had it in a scope Told me to trust, what's that? I don't even know Maybe I'm meant to be alone But I fight, I fight with myself every night And I lie, I lie saying that I'm fine Late nights with no more tears to cry I feel like it's just me myself and I Yeah, yeah, cruising down the freeway Screaming out "Love Is Dead" Till my lungs seem to fade away And I can't understand a word you say Yeah It feels like I'm lost, and I think that's where I'll stay I said I was done with love That is until I thought I'd finally found the one You seemed so good for me I couldn't seem to stay away You told me everything I thought I needed you to say I felt so trapped inside your love To the point where I almost couldn't give it up But later on I learned you betrayed my trust Don't know if I'll love again cuz I feel so done If I told you I was all on my own would you believe me? Would you believe when I said don't go? Cuz I'm needing Someone to help with the emotional healing Instead of cutting me open, and leaving me here bleeding But I fight, I fight with myself every night And I lie, I lie saying that I'm fine Late nights with no more tears to cry I realize it's just me, myself, and I Yeah, yeah, cruising down the freeway Screaming out "Love Is Dead" Till my lungs seem to fade away And I can't understand a word you say Yeah It feels like I'm lost and I think that's where I'll stay I shut down the idea of love once more Then I met you, and I reopened up that door Should've known better, I don't know why I did For some reason I thought you'd be different I gave you all of me And you used me like it was nothing I built you up, you let me down Now I push my head under the water trying to drown Cuz If I have to say goodbye Just one more time I think I'll die Already dead on the inside I'm in desperate need of love that no one can provide Yeah, yeah, cruising down the freeway Screaming out "Love Is Dead" 'Til my lungs seem to fade away And I can't understand a word you say Yeah It feels like I'm lost and I think that's where I'll stay