May 6th, Pt. 2

As I sit back and I Roll my blunt up I took 2 M's and now im sitting here waiting on the come up And since Im talking bout M's you gone watch me run it the fuck up These diamonds hitting no light in here These drugs got me outta here If he told get him outta here I know robbers and niggas on scholarships Mad respect for my nigga he got out the streets said he wanna bodybuild Make sure my circle see eye to to eye The half cup gone overfill They love the fake but kill all the real So is it wrong to keep it overeal I don't think that it is This the way that I live It must be overkill cause she overfeel What did you overhear I had to brush that off my shoulders they painting different pictures I can finally be alone I been craving that for a minute Find my way back to my zone That's more important then things im missing I got some issues that Im dealing with that need my full attention Try not to fade out You look for love the streets aint gone save ya I went through them phases Say congratulations Cause I feel like I made it I feel like that cause on this day 2 years ago I was about to kil myself (Nah foreal) You can listen to part 1 on the other tape and hear the pain I felt Fast forward to right now, I relapse sometimes but im doing well This is just my story this aint no fairy tale In they face I handle it well but it can go down anywhere If I go back into it responsibility on myself I lost someone I can tell Im scarred so ima keep the details Use to feel like might as well The only reason Ian do it is so they don't feel how I feel Graduated school and shit Told mama ima do it Top scholar trap scholar the way I beat it up and had it moving Some of yall aint use to this You can tell yiu had it handed to you Chess with my moves Know what Im doing My life straight out a movie Like a movie, just like a movie As I As I sit back and I Roll my blunt up I took 2 M's and now im sitting here waiting on the come up And since Im talking bout M's you gone watch me run it the fuck up I got love for all my niggas We don't give a fuck if they huddle Know we got each other Sometimes in the darkness I find comfort And ion wanna tell nobody This is only time I can speak my mind Ion know if its wrong or right (right or wrong) Don't talk about it it just gone remind me It just gone remind me don't talk about it Loyalty turning strange See love is just a word it don't really mean a thing I don't gotta lie to you I tried to get em in tune They had a point to prove How you gone X me out when I tried to make room for you My nigga that aint what you pose to do Just cause it aint soon that don't mean you lose You better watch out for that nigga you calling yo goon (Better watch yo back) I guess its part of the game ian make the rules