OCD (Over n Over)

Man, this is about to be a hard song to make I contemplated not even doing it Wanna know what it's like to live with OCD I'm about to tell y'all OCD Do it again do it again like OCD Do it again do it again like OCD Do it again do it again like OCD Got me counting shit like 1-2-3 1-2-3 1-2-3 1-2-3 Doing shit over and over and over and over again I was 9 years old when I was first diagnosed My mother told me my brain just works differently There's really nothing wrong with me I'm just different see I couldn't go to school like regular kids Sitting in the classroom with tears in my eyes Started throwing fits Anxiety like a motherfucker Sitting in my bed at night looking at the ceiling Wishing I had one friend Just one OCD Do it again do it again like OCD Do it again do it again like OCD Do it again do it again like OCD Got me counting shit like 1-2-3 1-2-3 1-2-3 1-2-3 Doing shit over and over and over and over again Fast forward now my son is showing the same symptoms as I do Imagine passing down the gene that you hate so much inside you Trust me you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes Cause if you did your mind would end up black and blue You couldn't handle the mental warfare that I go through I'm a strong mother fucker but my arms don't show it Pushing so much weight with my mind the bars bowing Man fuck the hook I gotta keep going cause I got a story to tell y'all Been dealing with this shit since I was small People tell me to suck it up and fight through it Well you tell me what the fuck you think I been doing You know how many times I've been made fun of All over ticks that I have no control of Man fuck sympathy I'm just trying tell you Here come a part 2 OCD Do it again do it again like OCD Do it again do it again like OCD Do it again do it again like OCD Got me counting shit like 1-2-3 1-2-3 1-2-3 1-2-3 Doing shit over and over and over and over again