Marathon

The most obvious and important realities are often the ones that are hardest to see and Talk about Honestly I feel like I'm too honest in these songs Helps relieve the pain, but feel wrong to bring you along Want to be happy so bad that it hurts But I want to be great too, I'm dying of thirst Wanna be the lyrical Christmas fucking miracle Rather be real, make you feel, and unbearable Than parasitic, fake, clout chasing and venereal White rappers that don't say shit We got enough of those So I try to bring you close Hope there's closure in exposure Easy choices, the ones that make sense, become the hardest when you're maniacally Obsessed Don't mean to leave you stressed But by corny fucks unimpressed Reflecting on life, living like a pimLico race Fast out the gate, that sprint gone leave you off pace Blue in the face And out of breath I'd be lying if I said that I don't fear death Don't want to leave this life with any life left Taking this step, many miles before I rest We have to keep reminding ourselves, over and over This is water This is water Living in the past set you up to just get passed Grandad in the bed, legs twitching fore he passed His mind there til the end, his body ain't wanna bend Ran from the nursing home, had to put him back in Bracelet round his ankle lock the doors of the pen Some sort of peace in seeing the end Knowing you gon fight, no matter what life send That was 10 years ago, life fast like that Last two years brought the past right back Back to old flames, sparks that die hard Hard to trust love when you left hearts scarred Love's a fun thing I say I'll never do again At least I keep getting material for my pen Going too fast, heading for burnout again Got trust issues so it's hard to make friends Stay inside behind blinds and hide my face Number one winner of the wrong damn race This is water This is water