Don't Kill My Vibe

Do you want a slice of my pizza I don't think you do You never know what to eat, yuh You do it to yourself, close your mind Little appetite, swimmin' in a sea of lies Sinkin' to the bottom, pull me right down from my high Don't you ever fuckin' kill my vibe Take away your takeaways and foolish ways, fake praise Let me blaze till the sun goes down Get out of my town, you're bringin' my vibe down Don't want you to come around, what's happening I threw my love in the bin, you went way too all in, thought I committed sins Everything begins and has an end Did you ever think of me when I would ask you to go for a walk Oh how I'd love to sit and talk About the meaning of our suffering But you don't care for the past Don't know how long this will last Do you comprehend the shit that I am currently saying No, bitch please, don't talk too fast cuz You always got so much to talk about Talkin' shit is something you can't live without Didn't need you to help me out Take a seat on the side Just don't open your mouth And don't kill my vibe Don't kill my vibe Don't kill my vibe Take away your takeaways and foolish ways, fake praise Let me blaze till the sun goes down Get out of my town, you're bringin' my vibe down Don't want you to come around, what's happening I threw my love in the bin, you went way too all in, thought I committed sins Everything begins and has an end Gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss, rent-free Livin' in ya head, always thinkin' bout me Gaslight, gatekeep, girlboss, rent-free Livin' in ya head, always thinkin' bout me I got 13 bitches on the fly, I ain't ready to die Cuz every day I'm fuckin' high, I don't give into the lies yuh Because I gotta be selfish and delve into feelings yeah I'm still healing I'm reeling from the pain, and she feels the same And as Adele put it baby, y'know love is a game But everything begins and baby soon it comes to an end I'm sick and tired of the bend in my back Cuz what we lack is a track, we stay climbin' with no slack Ain't got the capacity to salvage a marriage, baby it was too much for me It took the life outta me, now I'm tryna fight it I'm excited to find it, the purpose and desire, she ain't got that fire Cuz I made that bitch suicidal and now I stay idle But I don't give a damn baby, can't afford it Can't stand another second baby, don't need more of it I'm just tryna live my life, care free, stop talkin' to me But I'm so sorry life was so unfair, made it so hard to see What we could be, if we were young and free I can't believe I broke your heart and shattered your dreams But honestly, there ain't no chance for a fresh start, it's pointless to me Cuz all the things that you said, they made me wish I was dead All the voices in my head make me feel like I'm schizophrenic But now they say I'm manic and I don't panic, keep my shit up in the attic Cuz I've had it with this reincarnation of a relation that comes up in conversation I see his face in you, I'm breakin' down yuh I've hit the bottom now and the only way is up Imma be a better me, and all the ones talkin' shit Ain't talkin shit no more baby cuz they just won't believe They do nothin' but doubt me This motherfuckin' queen I ain't askin' for much, bit of respect on my momma's name Cuz she the OG queen, yuh, she fuckin' raised me Keep me goin' everyday She's the one who saves me Gave me the love in my heart and now I want to feel it Imma be a better version of me that I been concealing Now I'm almost done healing I think I'm finally feelin' again Emotionally dysregulated, now I'm animated Not automated, don't even know what I'm saying