Won't Regret Anything Else

How many times did I choke? Second guessing all the words that I spoke Every part of me was up for scrutiny All this trouble is far from new to me Making the right choice was easier said than done Just look at this web I spun A web of lies, it could never be broken Some things are better left unspoken But it is what is, and it couldn't have been anything else And I did what I did, and I couldn't have done anything else Maybe it shouldn't have been me, maybe it should've been somebody else But it was what it was, and I won't regret anything else I couldn't look in the mirror too long I couldn't even listen to my own song Everything that I did felt wrong But things have changed and now that's gone Don't worry bout me, I'm doing my thing The type of guy to just let that phone ring And they still ask me why I don't drink Uh, same reason that you do, bitch think But it is what is, and it couldn't have been anything else And I did what I did, and I couldn't have done anything else Maybe it shouldn't have been me, maybe it should've been somebody else But it was what it was, and I won't regret anything else And the dreams were Kafka-esque Seeing things that would just hurt my chest Didn't wanna sleep, nah I didn't wanna rest Cause waking up bitch was worse than death Got real good at holding my breath 100 seconds, that's as far as it gets So when I dive in, I don't need air Come and try it, don't be scared It gets easier the more you try It gets easier the more you dive It gets easier the more you cry It gets easier, it gets easier It gets easier the more you try It gets easier the more you dive It gets easier the more you cry Sometimes How many times did I lose? How many times did I choose To say the wrong thing at the wrong time It was not fine The words that I said, they stuck like glue And I know that it was hard on you Me too, me too, me- The road is rocky, as you already know The winter came, but it was already cold Cause to be honest Me and my demons got way too close But I'm cutting them hoes Barely made it, I was cutting it close Thanks for staying, if you know you know No more playing, and I put that on bro Very grateful for the ones I know Cause a lot of people done came and gone But it is what is, and it couldn't have been anything else And I did what I did, and I couldn't have done anything else Maybe it shouldn't have been me, maybe it should've been somebody else But it was what it was, and I won't regret anything else