Entropy Machine

As it all kicks in I see your face And I don't know if I should laugh or cry And as I walk around our neighborhood I look at Earth and wave goodbye It's not enough to be with you You gotta wreck my self-esteem And looking down upon your lands I think that living's a bad dream My friends all said I'm looking kinda thin Man, can't you see I'm not okay I can't use anymore of my money And I know you just want to stay away But it's not enough to stay away And rid yourself of guilt It's not enough to get through your day And bury feelings that you've killed I think of moving out but I'm sleeping in How'd this bed get so comfy I don't want to be the prince of retail stores Let me out of this supermarket, please And now it's time for me to build a career And spend fifty years earning more It's time to plan for your wife and kids And dig a grave inside your house's floors Now I'm freaking out and rolling on the floors When'd these walls start closing in I wish I'd talk it out or get some therapy But oh God, there's no way for me to win We called till three last night, or was it four We called it love last week but was it more I want to crawl in bed and get some head And fall asleep in someone's arms I want to feel your body next to mine And have you right on the tip of my tongue I want to take some uppers, take some downers Drown myself in the tub I want to take my razor and cut myself And paint the walls red with my blood I don't know what I want anymore This life ain't worth fighting for I don't know what I want anymore I'm tired of waking up I'm tired of waking up I'm tired of fixing my hair in the morning I'm tired of I'm tired of fixing my hair in the morning I can't see us living together I can't see us living together I can't see us living together I can't see us living together I can't see us living together I can't see us living together I can't see us living together I can't see us living together