Thinking Out Loud

Can't keep these thoughts to myself, I been thinking out loud Devil on my shoulder, ain't seen my angel in a while Pain And Suffering, I hide it all behind a smile Highly favored, forever Athena grandchild Lords knows I miss being young, I was in my own bubble Then I grew up got introduced to that damn struggle They put they all on me, so I can't ever buckle Case I never see you again, jus wanna tell you that I love ya They say all dawgs go to heaven, I know that's where my dawgs at I be hurt inside knowing I'll never get my dawgs back Know we stepping behind bro name, might catch me in that all black Feeling like i'm Big Meech to these niggas and my music like crack Ask me do I believe in love? I do, but feel like all love fake Took all the feelings I previously had and dumped em in the lake They couldn't stay in they own lane, so I had to cut they brakes All I can do is pray to god, pray that it's my soul he take Truth be told it's so much trauma, I prolly need therapy But if I need to vent, I know my bestfriends be there for me Give up what all these demons telling me Know I can't listen, I just got to prepare for what's ahead of me Can't keep these thoughts to myself, I been thinking out loud Devil on my shoulder, ain't seen my angel in a while Pain And Suffering, I hide it all behind a smile Highly favored, forever Athena grandchild Lords knows I miss being young, I was in my own bubble Then I grew up got introduced to that damn struggle They put they all on me, so I can't ever buckle Case I never see you again, jus wanna tell you that I love ya How big cuz get let out then got killed the next week Main reason I ain't fucking with these damn streets They'll make you think you love em, like this shit here sweet Next thing you know you putting they name behind a rip Every time I look at luh cuz think bout his dad up in the sky It hurt me deep down to my heart that I ain't get to say bye Unc was like a father to me, it fuck wimme I can't lie But he was a man of faith so god i'm questioning why Don't even get me started on Ty he was the realest of the real Damn my grandpa gone too can't tell me how to feel War bout all my niggas, swear to god i'll kill Know I don't look like the type but for my niggas yea i'll drill Can't keep these thoughts to myself, I been thinking out loud Devil on my shoulder, ain't seen my angel in a while Pain And Suffering, I hide it all behind a smile Highly favored, forever Athena grandchild Lords knows I miss being young, I was in my own bubble Then I grew up got introduced to that damn struggle They put they all on me, so I can't ever buckle Case I never see you again, jus wanna tell you that I love ya