Recalculated

Everybody's looking for some special kind of fix To numb the pain on the day to day from the stress that we wind up in Whether drugs or money It's always something, something we can't get But you know there ain't no perfect world I'll be the first to tell you it I'm coming out from underneath my rock Yeah it's time to let yo speakers knock Bout to make my way up out this box That they try and put me inside I am not like them guys Do this shit like ten times better than they ever thought of But still my name ain't getting brought up But I don't get too caught up I just keep working like I know I aught to And sure it's times when you feel like giving up on your dreams When you've only ever seen the Bottom of the spectrum If they hating on me just tell 'em I love em and respect em And I always did expect 'em It's kinda like how they say that there's always an exception Kinda like whatever you put out some people out there just always reject it Even when it's clear i got this shit perfected Truth be right in-front they face and still they cannot accept it I produce and write the shit I know it's damn impressive If you want something in life you gotta manifest it Shit I'd be lying if I said that I ain't lost my way Fucked around and almost lost my pay I pulled up in a motherfucker driveway Tryna drop the mail off A motherfucker almost shot my face I probably fucked my life up so bad I swear to God it'll never be the same But who am I to say And who is God anyways Why I fuck around and act just like a slob every day I wish I could tell you The feeling so familiar Like a spell casted on on you by some female genitalia Type of shit that have your mind in the gutter But I can't help but wonder should I be doing some other with my life than this rap shit Where I'm losing sleep every night Trying to make sure that my song get a like Shit boy, get a life Get a job, take a hike Quit your scrolling through the gram daydreaming bout all that hype See I would but I ain't going down without a fight See I would but I'm trying to give my family a better life See I would but I barely make enough to get by See I wasn't born rich but that's how I intend to die The pressure been applied I was gone for minute, now I'm back Had to recalculate the plan and get it back on track Took a while but I'm here to stay and that's just that Yeah, ugh, aye Yeah, that's just facts If they hating on my price then tell them that's just tax I'm tryna provide for myself Out here breaking my back Feels like no matter what I do I still can't make the shit stack But I sure do know how to make a bitch mad Yeah, and I sure do know how to disappoint my dad Damn, ain't that shit something Despite my shortcomings they want me to keep it bumping Despite what's forthcoming I promise to overcome it And I promise by the time that I'm finished that Imma run it I said I promise by the time that I'm finished that Imma run it I said I promise by the time that I'm finished that Imma run it Everybody's looking for some special kind of fix To numb the pain on the day to day from the stress that we wind up in Whether drugs or money It's always something, something we can't get But you know there ain't no perfect world I'll be the first to tell you it