getting by silent

Uh Adri need to speak a minute The temp in my head ain't even room temperature Normal that my brain popping on a boiler Pretty chill while my insides melt in my adrenaline Hey I'm pretty aight without a check in I can be a toy the kind that made you smile when you were seven It's okay if I'm a toy Still preschool Adri sitting by the sad kids on the benches Im getting by The temp in my head ain't even room temperature Normal that my brain popping on a boiler Pretty chill while my insides melt in my adrenaline Hey I'm pretty aight without a check in I can be a toy the kind that made you smile when you were seven It's okay if I'm a toy Still preschool Adri sitting by the sad kids on the benches Im getting by The temp in my head ain't even room temperature Normal that my brain popping on a boiler I entertain without the noise On my highways I gotta get going Yo minimal with my birth in the late 90's Ya know homie I'm soft so I've had lots of volume through an IV Look I'm fine with my silence it's stays so tidy It's just that once in a while I lose it and I get big now I'm not tiny Uh Voice very pocket size Im sort of a back pocket vibe Conversations in a safe I keep at most confidential Only specks of confidence in my comments I can take a lot of licks I keep much cool around their sticks I've grown used to the stones Carry lumps in my throat I have a fear in me of me Because it don't last like this long term Behind all my scenes a gentle giant turned You see a quiet episode Head attacked with chemicals Hold in agony Late night tragedy I get fucking mad at me I don't feel too bad for me It's getting hot now Fever rock bottom now I drown in sickness when nobody around I can be a toy the kind that made you smile when you were seven It's okay if I'm a toy Still preschool Adri sitting by the sad kids on the benches Im getting by Mental state pulls pistols and gets through fifty rounds Stable is just a phrase of I gotta see it now I'll be normal for you I can't be horrors to you I want to give the world hugs but I let myself get slugged Hey what the fuck The temp in my head ain't even room temperature Normal that my brain popping on a boiler Pretty chill while my insides melt in my adrenaline Hey I'm pretty aight without a check in I can be a toy the kind that made you smile when you were seven It's okay if I'm a toy Still preschool Adri sitting by the sad kids on the benches Im getting by The temp in my head ain't even room temperature Normal that my brain popping on a boiler