I wish

I wish I wish none of the bullshit Ever happen ever happened And here we are Living through this bullshit Dear son know that I love you And won't ever stop so All the bullshit put it to the side And continue to grow All the bullshit that was ever told Believe what it do but know the Truth will always unfold Ain't ever given up on you even When the sentence didn't have a Home was true Your papa was a rolling stone Barely even had a hat to call his Own And why the hell was there a Block on my cell phone I wish I wish none of the bullshit Ever happen ever happened and Here we are living through this Bullshit I don't understand why the hell There was a block on my cell Phone cell phone Calls made went to instant Voicemail voicemail and every Call made left a voicemail Voicemail I wish I wish none of the bullshit Ever happen ever happened and Here we are living through this Bullshit Listen up haven't ever given up With bills stacking up Sleeping up in the truck Had to stay strapped cuz I gave a Fuck Walked through hell hoping not To get stuck Smashed through walls built to Obstruct Tally so many sleepless nites Waking up with tears in my eyes Countless days lost being angry at The world wishing to die Even praying every nite to have You back by my side Looking past why you hate me Hopefully you realize the lies Texting hi with no reply asking if You ate alright Remembering the times ur mom Went extra to deny my visit Calling the police cuz I didn't Have a driver's license Telling me I can't take you on the City bus She used you as a weapon I wish I wish none of the bullshit Ever happen ever happened and Here we are living through this Bullshit I put on that kanye smile Every time you came around Even with your mama clowning Me I never showed how that hurt Affected me Brushed it off every time didn't let Her words bother me How we shared our time was Always positive just you and me Never spoke of any wrong Especially On how she did us dirty on Christmas eve You saw my face and didn't want Me to leave You opened your gifts in a Snowsuit in the middle of a freeze Has there been an adaptation of Not legally