Lotus

I don't want apologies and yes I am unbothered I just came back from a life of total slaughter I don't want amends or no sorry's from my father I won't let them ever see my sons or daughters I do a lot for my niggas that's the best part But they wont see me through the same, that's the sad part You see my lyricism, got waves painful emotion So when I speak with my soul, these demons don't get the notion I understood my assignment, the game I had to get poaching When I'm trapped in the studio, I use sound as devotion So when I drop another album, Harry Potter with potions You read about me on a story, well it's clear you don't know me I'm depressed I can't cope it I ball hard like I'm Kobe I keep my head in the music Because my mental's refusing A superhero needs villain to stop killings And I need penicillin so I can start chillin I need cash I need money I need fast cars, honey I need... saving I really need my Saviour I'm lost in these favours I wanna live a fast life But God and I know that it's not the time