Zone Out

Fuck my life baby tell me what you want from me I keep getting over you, you keep getting under me Looking to the future and yet I can't see in front of me Look at what you done to me, you were like a drug to me Addictive personality no I'm not in the driver's seat Rolling up that good good breathe it deep inside of me Nothing but a fantasy, girl why you lie to me Why you hide your screen, why you fuck you eyeing me Fuck my reality, I been there and back again I stay in my own world and I don't care what's happening As the world turns girl the climates changing rapidly We don't have the time now, baby take it back with me Remember how we started, I remember how we used to be This was all new to me and it was only you and me All I hear is white noise zoned out while you screwing me Look at what you do to me, look at what you do to me Look at what you, look at what you Look at what you do, look at what you Look at what you do to me Look at what you Look at what you do to me Fuck this city, you don't want to step in front of me I am just the shadow of the person that I want to be Practice what you preach or be nothing a mockery Live a life of wasted dreams, bullshit and hypocrisy Corporate autocracy, we got pills for anything One to take the pain away, one to keep from panicking Dear benzodiazepine, wonder how long has it been I go up and down sometimes just like I'm on a trampoline Room full of weed smoke, trying to hit that C note Riding out this wave like I'm back around the east coast Talk your shit, I don't know what you mean though I zoned out again thinking how the fuck that beat go How the fuck that beat, how the fuck that beat go How the fuck that beat go, how the fuck that beat go Calm as fuck like I meditate, I might go out like a renegade You act like you never been afraid, but the fact is you never seen a blade I promised that I would never change, I promised that I would not play the game Please stand up and state your name, how do you grow and still stay the same Noticing that my mind is changed, noticing that I like the rain Roam this bitch with icy veins, feel quite deranged but I might sustain Smashed the panes, attracting fame, polaroid in a plastic frame Don't belong here, out rap this pain, upload tracks, need practice, lame Smoking weed 'til I run out of breath, I like my beats but I doubt the rest Tried before but without success, now I hide my goals and count what's left Can't take no more, so take a guess, I take a hit, let it fill my chest Don't work no more, the effects are less, we kill the time with pills and sex Still defined by our time on earth when our world is ending, we chase the dirt Still defined by our place of birth and our place of work, in this age we're cursed They wonder why we're running amok, coming for these rich folks, tying em up Living like rats while you living it up, not giving a fuck about the lives that you touch Rise up