Addictions Vs. Antidotes

Yeah they gon' Ride to this one Nothing like Getting money Feed the fam The outcome Day dreaming 'bout Moments you wishin' You could relive But livin' like Life's a movie To keepin' your Circle solid To listening to the OGs Understanding the old me To wanting to Make a change To not using the word Sorry (Nobody want a sorry ass nigga) That's facts Just spark a blunt And relax Puff puff and then pass Getting money accomplished But couldn't make it to college (Well I gotta thank you for that one dad) Some simple transcript mix ups Or bills I didn't pay For classes I didn't take Helped paved a way For a nigga Chicago State the first job Watching niggas my age Without a care in the world Or real direction or passion Enroll in things they ain't like Fail out or drop out of classes Go searching for a heartbeat Freestylin' while getting drunk Then realizing music is magic and Now they all wanna be like me I did this shit to let you know Don't judge a book by it's cover Dr. Seuss to the operation Always changing the subject Yeezus for el presidente But you won't catch the Bank voting The system so fucked up I'm sure it won't count for nothing They saying things you don't like But the money is good No such thing timing Connections good Shoot your shot You can't rewind Can't live by the Bible Need my heaven on Earth Retire my momma from work I feel we all can relate One percent every day Ready for yo' credential No blue check But in the city official After you die They gon' miss you But we all gotta die Don't let 'em say You ain't try to be The best that you could be Destined to be remembered Not desperate to get the love Cause with love I know comes the hate Addicted to sex and drugs And bottles that Ion't drink 'Less I'm toasting up With the team And then they all wanna Be like me I'm my on worst enemy It's venom in my words Ion't listen 'less it's business If it's not it's for the birds Been down for the count Move in silence Make it work I wanted niggas heads But I knew what I was worth I'm the one after the boss But get ya' health up Fo' you come This for every nigga Hatin' instead of tryna Put in work Dropped the prices For the features And niggas still trippin Oh I see you like To rhyme on the mic But ain't 'bout business You lack the forms Of passions and the Patience for precision Been shooting all your shots But never focused and no aiming I guess that shit is true At the bottom it's on pavement We don't know how to love We just babies that's having babies This generation fucked Ain't no working It's only luck Momma said to do politics All the politicians corrupt If money's all that it take Then is the lord ever involved Momma been paying tides The wicked been spreading lies Don't wanna lose all my faith But lookin' for an escape Been prayin' without an answer But waitin' don't make it better Step forward to step backwards Rollin' another Backwoods Practicing what I preach Interlocking in with my actions Hoping the ship don't sink 'Fore they make a nigga the captain Hot boxin' the cabin Like nigga the world is tours Now get the fuck off Of the planet Plannin' a trip to Mars We on Jupiter off da acid I wanted money and fame But I'm knowin that shit don't matter I was tryna build on my name But got lost in wantin' a chain Wanted the diamonds real Give a fuck if them bitches ain't Feelin' I need a trophy For making it through The old me Like come on I done been broke down And came right back Don't go puttin' yourself In shoes That you can't lace up Done lost it all so many times But I ain't blame luck Just grateful to be alive Broke my heart to lose Fred I'm still questioning Lord on why Why can't we fly away Why do I feel this pain Why does it feel so good Why I'm crying out in the rain Addicted to having sex But addictions all gotta change