JiNKieS!

How much of hoe you was How out of control I was With myself Can't get ahold of us Can't recall since we've been in touch And I can't blame No one apart from us The weekends blowing up Not knowing who to trust I can't maintain Nerve to say I'm not enough Why'm I still pulling up After we ended things I've been feeding your emotions After all this time you had me open I only got to know you on the surface Cut so deep made me nervous Been a while since i've outside Can't tell you the last time I had a good time I can admit I haven't been a good friend Haven't been in contact with anyone since I hit send And word round town is your into girls now Guess our last conversation turned you out Turned your back But can't turn back around I can't believe who you are now Only saw perspectives from your point of view Well I hope this time it really works for you Stop hitting my phone saying I'm the only one who can handle your type I swear to God right now this ain't a good time How much of hoe you was How out of control I was With myself Can't get ahold of us Can't recall since we've been in touch And I can't blame No one apart from us The weekends blowing up Not knowing who to trust I can't maintain Nerve to say I'm not enough Why'm I still pulling up After we ended things If they only knew All this suspicious activity your going through Just to find all the ways I'm trying to hurt you But your going to come up empty Just like your feelings for me Because if you loved me the way I did Then you believe all that I said And if you don't trust me then leave me But you don't have the conscious to leave me Why's it so hard for you to see me I was just thinking every time Every time you were asleep You wasn't lying next to me You was lying in deceit You was feeling somebody else And claiming it was just me It's really not unique You've been playing me since we peaked I was just thinking every time Every time you were asleep You was fucking somebody else When you could of been next to me Reminiscing on the past With jealousy and Hennessy Sick of being tired I just don't have the energy I was just thinking every time Every time you were asleep Right after goodnight I love you Is that when he intervened You got me in my emotions My feelings My everything I can't get past thinking He was fucking the same time as me I was just thinking every time Every time you were asleep