How I Died

Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun I don't know Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun Feelin so cold Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun I just don't know Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun Feelin so so cold What's wrong with me Everything's so cold On a slab in the morgue But my eyes aint cold Lifeless body Aint go no soul I'll never grow old That's the way it goes Where the bright lights they talk about Instead I just get to stalk around So I haunt the grounds and my spirit now In the lost and found Way up in the clouds Bitch I'm dead Tell me can you relate Yeah I aint think so The only friend is the voice in my head Got me wondering If my friends know Was I slippin Was I fearless Tell me was it just a case of karma Was I careless How I perished Man somebody please call my momma Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun I don't know Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun Feelin so cold Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun I just don't know Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun Feelin so so cold So now I sit and ponder Who could it be They dun put me under Kinda hurt low key These wolves they hunger They need fresh meat All I heard was thunder Now it's RIP Was it friend or foe Why they do me cold Got a tag upon the toe How long the dam feds roll Meng we'll probably never know Shit could've been a hater Cause his old lady Wanna give your boy the butt Or was it my next door neighbor Cause the dude look sus as fuk Now I float around Beggin and pleading Screaming for repentance Look at my body Now I'm all bloody Cause somebody wanted vengeance Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun I don't know Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun Feelin so cold Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun I just don't know Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun Feelin so so cold Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun Never knew your boy Get clapped on the humble Momma cried When she heard bout her son Now just a ghost Lost trapped in limbo No seance No ouijas Me alone left to haunt the earth Only angels can see me These assholes just taunt and smirk Life after death sucks But that pain don't go away Joe that killers time steady runnin up Cause they know that it's hell to pay Dependin who tell it Was it that fellas who's jealous Who be livin for killin They knew the villains the illest Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun I don't know Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun Feelin so cold Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun I just don't know Did I die by the hand Did I die by the gun Feelin so so cold This can't be real Death is ill It's a nightmare I can't wake from Wish I could pop a pill Smoke some tree to chill Make my face numb No more pulse No heartbeat Moanin cause I'm tormented Man I miss my folks Do they miss me Life goes on And I've not ascended My memory returns But it's only bits and pieces That whole nights a blur And it's almost like time freezes Walked up to my door Somebody said Sin wassup So I turned around Fell to the ground Looked up Oh shit it was