Aymluhs

I feel dumb right now I represent where I've been and where I'm from I don't know where I'm going But I know that I'm not done Momma told me be a model for my brother cause he young I need mentoring myself Cause I'm scared what I'll become If I fall into the dangers of a life that's full of loss And regret cause I bet that's the path I'm headed on And who knows I'm wrong before Familiar tune I sung Waiting for an open a door Till then I'm walking round aimless Searching for direction like a GPS Lost touch with my youth I might as well go and call CPS Protected like a VPN but vulnerable when seeing threats Leap of faith into the depths for now I'm taking baby steps The only thing in my future that is concrete is imma die Until then I'm trynna find some purpose and peace in my life And figure out how imma make the best out of the time I got I would say that I'm doing fine but we all know that that's a lie I'm cautious and I'm terrified I crumble and feel paralyzed but these feelings not new to me I guess I'm just desensitized If you thought that I needed help Well guess what that you read my mind I'm running from my problems While I'm looking for a finish line And I can't tell my motivations from my expectations Conflicted but insisted that I fall into formation I want the space to grow and try to curve the hesitation But till then I'm walking round aimless I'm walking round aimless I'm walking round aimless Walking round aimless Walking round aimless Walking round