My Thoughts

I swear these talks with God don't feel Like they ever was before I swear these talks with God don't feel Like they ever did before I swear these talks with God These talk with God I swear these talks with God I was sitting up in my room the other day And my therapist called me he said to me he said You know you got so much to live for so much And I just I can't hear him No I can't hear him I been so lost up in my head no I can't hear him I open my eyes so I can see but I'm not near him And if the sky is grey I think I'm okay But I'm not okay I keep that thang up on my side my nigga come catch this fade I had to chase my fucking bag I got it out the mud But y'all wasn't fucking with me No y'all wasn't fucking with me Y'all wanted to see me six feet Didn't want to give me no peace And I'm so tired Yea I'm so so so so so so so tired Oh Lord why'd you take him so young Why'd you have to take him so young Everybody In the streets wanna know How the fuck did you go like that no I know I can't bring him back I guess its all part of the plan But I might double back I need to atone for my mans Oh yes it hurt so bad but I'll leave it in Gods hands Just put your protection on me Watch me close while I travel these Cause some niggas be plotting on me Keep the Glock while I pray on my knees Pray the lord that my souls yours to keep Watch me close while I travel these streets