Musical Emotions

My feelings are complicated so I tend to hit the play button The musical notes make me float and I say nothing Just stay hunting for a particular song I'll know it when I hear it and I'll probably drift along Intoxicated by the melody, drawn to the message If I relate, then it's fate, I find it impressive That I always find a song explaining what I feel Starts at the heart, rushing to the brain to make chills I close my eyes to envision stories given But realize that it clearly mentions what I'm living I'm awestruck, I'm amazed and lost for words Now caught up in the moment, the rest is just a blur A different song is a different path If I click another tune, I could be reliving my past Music is a holy grail that captivates with fascination It can turn happiness into aggravation Through agitation or vice versa with many uses It can bring up many issues and inform the clueless Or spread ignorance to wise men and make them foolish You can lose your train of thought by embracing the ruthless When I was little I would put my headphones on and blast it Only cds because at times the radio had static I would vibe out to it in hopes that it don't skip Music emotions are much stronger than a dope trip Musical emotions flowing through my soul like oceans The words are growing on me so I keep my mind open When life is like a battle, the music is my safe-hold Every morning, every night the melody creates goals Inspiration through penetration of the brain The music can uplift when I feel completely drained All these musical emotions, ah, musical emotions Shattered dreams of all these picture perfect families Shedding tears in bed, revisiting the insanity Asking God, what in this awful world have you handed me Hearing my parents scream Holding my breath until I can not breathe As fear grips my throat, I'm trying not to choke I'm crying, I'm crying until all of my pillow is soaked It's hot running down my nose, but cold on my cheek I can not move, I can not speak, my body is too weak Until I finally get the strength to pick up my shield I put the album on and it creates a forcefield Now I can escape all the tragedies of reality In a world of music where I am truly glad to be No more screaming, no more pain No more violent images are sneaking on my brain These musical emotions really take you away So be careful what you listen to when hitting the play, aye Musical emotions flowing through my soul like oceans The words are growing on me so I keep my mind open When life is like a battle, the music is my safe-hold Every morning, every night the melody creates goals Inspiration through penetration of the brain The music can uplift when I feel completely drained All these musical emotions, ah, musical emotions