Too Far Gone

I've been feeling disconnected from reality I'm holding back and it's been killing my mentality Yeah, and I've been losing my morality 'Cause I don't know my right from wrong in actuality I don't even know what's goin' on no more I guess I'm too far gone I gotta put it in a song Yeah, nigga, I'm so gone Hard days, long nights where I couldn't sleep And I been reaping what I sow, it ain't no saving me If something happened, I wonder if they would pray for me Until then, I'll be praying for my soul to keep And I don't even like to socialize If I been pushing you away then I apologize 'Cause I been fighting hella demons, feeling traumatized And I ain't perfect, but I'm perfect in my momma's eyes Yeah, and I been tryna make a change But people make it hard when they be speaking on my name I won't ever leave my niggas, I'll forever be the same I ain't switching on my brothers, I ain't changing on my gang But I been losing my faith Even though I promised I'mma do whatever it take I'm imprisoned in my thoughts and I been tryna escape Wanna eat, but it's some niggas tryna take from my plate And I been feeling lonely And I ain't even got no one to hold me, and tell me it'll be alright And you can say love me, but no, you really gotta show me You gon' be staying my side, 'cause lately I I've been feeling disconnected from reality I'm holding back and it's been killing my mentality Yeah, and I've been losing my morality 'Cause I don't know my right from wrong in actuality I don't even know what's goin' on no more I guess I'm too far gone I gotta put it in a song Yeah, nigga, I'm so gone See it's a lot of shit that they don't know Some shit that I been goin' through, but I don't let it show Some demons I've been fighting that ain't ever letting go And I know it seem like I'm happy, but I'm really feeling low Them suicidal thoughts and anxiety ain't a hoe Rapping to feed my people, the music my only hope My people been walking out on me, I don't how to cope I ain't know what to do, now I'm use to being alone Only thing I can do is say fuck it and move along Talkin' about my trauma and putting in a song But it seem like no matter what I say they never listen Only wanted the money, it's really fuck the attention Niggas put me through hell, keep goin' back for a visit Living in solitary, I'm in a personal prison I'm making it out the ghetto, I'm breaking outta the system Of dead niggas or prison, won't be another statistic Won't be the one that'll die at the hands of another nigga Niggas ain't gettin' money, they'd rather pick up a pistol But I'mma be something greater, I can't be another victim I'mma be something greater, I can't be another victim and that's on gang I've been feeling disconnected from reality I'm holding back and it's been killing my mentality Yeah, and I've been losing my morality 'Cause I don't know my right from wrong in actuality I don't even know what's goin' on no more I guess I'm too far gone I gotta put it in a song Yeah, nigga, I'm so gone