Lost Innocence

Little rapper dissing on me hoping it will get him engagement Might tell my bro to hunt him down and put his face in the pavement Just Took a trip to port-au-Prince I'm locked in with the Haitians You Kano For every bad bitch I got like 60 replacements Used to slide round in a hoopties now it's groupies in the 8 series racin Always knew my time was coming I been patiently waiting Henny binging over years it burnt a hole in my stomach Them Percocets ain't help neither we get loaded in public Talkin to my bro he feelin low I know depression hurt An Where I'm from they skip out on they rent to get a necklace 1st Hit it with that cut an turn that dope into some extra work It's crazy he ain't never leave his state before he left this earth Snitchin make u less than worst Forever we accountable Hundred thousand on the table double down I'm trying to count a few Pulled up in amiri Jeans the Jordan ones was powder blue Rappin but I'll get you knocked off because I'm powerful Salute me from a militance we slide around in limo tint Trying to make 1 million while they trying to match my fingerprints Sorry mama but somewhere along the road I lost my innocence I knew I would be someone back then and shit I'm still convinced Blanco running from my sins I got my whole life ahead of me Gotta tote this pole if I don't it could be the death of me And I can't stay the same I've got to change into a better me And I ain't have no shrink but I had Perkys an amphetamines I'm smoking dope until I feel right I'm getting loaded until I feel right It's hard to cope with this my real life This is my real life I'm smoking dope because I don't feel right I'm getting loaded till i feel right It's hard to cope with this my real life That's my real life If I tell u bout my life u probably think I'm diffent , trench baby I caught a case before I caught dettion, I was in to playing sports a I rather play the kitchen , a plate of chicken a put a nigga in a great position, I remember comming in ate late night , nana crying the light off shit ain't right , u know a nigga like me ain't gotta think twice , a few hours on the ave a have my bank right , with my gun in my drawls, let a nigga try and from then this gun a go of , I ain't never been a pussy ima son of a dog , Evan moma she a gansta and u don't want it ma , nigga , feel in-line with shooting when I caught my first one , but never thought them crackers get me for my 3rd gun , just left the county jail South Bay the worse one 23 and 1 with my celly making the nurse come , running from my sins I got my whole life ahead of me Gotta tote this pole if I don't it could be the death of me And I can't stay the same I've got to change into a better me And I ain't have no shrink but I had Perkys an amphetamines I'm smoking dope until I feel right I'm getting loaded until I feel right It's hard to cope with this my real life This is my real life I'm smoking dope because I don't feel right I'm getting loaded till i feel right It's hard to cope with this my real life That's my real life