Feeling Less Alone

There's a lightbulb in my apartment That I've been meaning to replace And all the dishes in the sink Have been stacking up for days And all the reasons I give myself Never really satisfy I'm putting off making any changes Because consistency keeps me alive Is this where I tap out I feel so far from home Is this where I reach out Will someone help me feel less alone I've been grinding my teeth For fearing things I'll never know This all means something to me It's helping me feel less alone I take walks past the wall art Downtown at night to be alone Like back at memorial park When I was never that far from home And all the reasons I give myself Never really satisfy I'm putting off making any changes Because the consistency keeps me alive Is this where I tap out Is this where I give in I feel so far from home I can't pick up the phone Is this where I reach out If I ask you to listen Will someone help me feel less alone I've been grinding my teeth I've been skinning my knees For fearing things I'll never know Because I'm moving way too slow This all means something to me Thank you for helping me It's helping me feel less alone Until the lights come back on You're the only flashlight I have left here man Until I can find solid ground I might need a helping hand here man The flames won't end and geranium is pissed The ashes won't stop falling down You'll let me down every time Repeat after me the world just might stop turning While I put myself back together Repeat after me Repeat after me Barely He scoffs after I say have you be thinking About the ending Of the movie It's gotta be upon us There's nothing that can stop us From consuming every object in our path I pray that our decay may bring on new growth But all I know for sure is that we're out of hope I've learned a bit about decay and consumption Because I watched that deer turn from something to nothing In a matter of days and now I know that we're out of hope Is this where I tap out Is this where I give in I feel so far from home I can't pick up the phone Is this where I reach out If I ask you to listen Will someone help me feel less alone I've been grinding my teeth I've been skinning my knees For fearing things I'll never know Because I'm moving way too slow This all means something to me Thank you for helping me It's helping me feel less alone