Oh Sh!t

Oh shit drinkin my problems again Here I go down the bottle I'll win I'll drink mine fist sit back let the world spin I'm fallin I'm drownin I cannot ascend As time moves forward let the past be behind us Forgot the bad times and don't let it remind us Can't rewind it haunts and it finds us Learn from it build from it don't let it blind us I'll kill em with kindness I'm keeping my word I'll make it I promise don't be concerned I know I have problems the table's have turned I know I'm fucked up but I don't get it slurred I drink to forget but I always remember I smoke to numb pain but I never feel better I do these things to feel like a feather To feel weightless but fall forever Gun shots Inside of my head Blood Stains All over my bed Mind games Controlled and miss lead I'm drunk I'm high and I'm dead Hu what's the meaning to life I don't know Whenever I'm up It starts to snow Can't turn on my lights My blub doesn't glow Whenever I'm down I try not to show I try to to show but sometimes I slip I'll keep it a hunnid but Still I lose grip But take it and run wit it life is a trip Good bye and good riddance the love has been stripped A love letter to you but I wish I done skipped A death race for love but then I was hit Oh shit drinkin my problems again Here I go down the bottle I'll win I'll drink mine fist sit back let the world spin I'm fallin I'm drownin I cannot ascend As time moves forward let the past be behind us Forgot the bad times and don't let it remind us Can't rewind it haunts and it finds us Learn from it build from it don't let it blind us ADHD how can I relax Gone inside my mind racing running laps Let my guard down for a second anxiety attack Feelin myself all the time damn I wanna live like that Oh shit drinkin my problems again Here I go down the bottle I'll win I'll drink mine fist sit back let the world spin I'm fallin I'm drownin I cannot ascend As time moves forward let the past be behind us Forgot the bad times and don't let it remind us Can't rewind it haunts and it finds us Learn from it build from it don't let it blind us To many shots I'm trippin and mumblin Smoking too much I'm high but I'm stumblin When I'm with you my heart races I'm stutterin I know you want me but I feel like I'm fumblin I'm fumblin I dropped the ball I fouled the whistle was called Of sides Witch side am I on I don't know but the pencil was drawn To many times I've seen my abyss Girls and drugs they're both on the list I know it don't make me happy but I got the cheese like Swiss I shoot the ball and I swish Jk I shot and I missed I wish I wasn't like this but you know what they say It is what it is I've done this to many time You can see the pain in my eyes Through the smile and lies It's still me but in a disguise I'm slippin I'm missin the time Not scared of death but I don't wanna die Cause I still need you in my ride Be my ride or die Cause I want you for the rest of my life Oh shit drinkin my problems again Here I go down the bottle I'll win I'll drink mine fist sit back let the world spin I'm fallin I'm drownin I cannot ascend As time moves forward let the past be behind us Forgot the bad times and don't let it remind us Can't rewind it haunts and it finds us Learn from it build from it don't let it blind us