Tonight

I don't wanna cry tonight I don't wanna die tonight I don't wanna cry tonight I don't wanna die tonight I've been feeling down to myself Girl I think I need your help I've been thinking if you love me could we talk and take it slowly Like we on a roller coaster with our ups and downs If I treated you right would I get a crown We could live happily ever after With no more disasters I'll be better no more sinking I'll get sad and start drinking Like the grinch my heart is shrinking And my thoughts always stay disappearing I don't wanna cry tonight I don't wanna die tonight I don't wanna cry tonight I don't wanna die tonight I'm feeling lost and i'm running out of time The only way I feel is when I try to rhyme Cutting myself daily is what I call divine Count the cuts to about fifty-nine Everyone hates me and I know it Hella depressed and I show it Heart is shattered someone broke it Can't build a new one so imma grow it I just want to try and feel alive Don't know if i'll survive I've been broken ever since I was five And even then it was hard to hide Put on a fake smile usually fits Even when my heart is torn to bits Don't worry about me i'll be fine Just think of me as a broken design In the end I'll be gone from your mind Hopefully others keep their pride If you can't find me I died You say at my funeral they will cry You know for a fact that it's a lie At least you'll get to touch the sky Until then i'll do what I can to not say goodbye I don't wanna cry tonight I don't wanna die tonight I don't wanna cry tonight I don't wanna die tonight I'm tired of feeling this damn way Someone rid me of this pain I'm tired of feeling this damn way Someone rid me of this pain I don't wanna cry tonight I don't wanna die tonight I don't wanna cry tonight I don't wanna die tonight