Neglected

Said I'm so numb to pain I can't even feel a thing These folks be telling me to hop on the beat Maybe shit will make you feel Something I be looking for signs everywhere So look this is your sign right here I be feeling neglected I be feeling so disconnected I just need to feel like I'm respected Giving it my all just to be rejected Ohhhhh yeah I'm broken I take a deep breath Feel like I'm choking I'm the one that you need I'm the token You broke my heart Now my head high I'm woken yeah I be in my head every day Listen to the voices in my head They tell me all my flaws And you just the cherry on top I just wish you could be me You tell me I'm perfect when I'm not I'm not like them other rappers Who gonna lie to you about reality yeah I be feeling neglected Neglected Neglected Said I'm so numb to pain I can't even feel my face Neglected Neglected by society I know my mom is right here for me And she's a true blessing yeah My dad helps me with every step of the way He's my realest friend he keeps it 100 with me Would always talk to me when I would cut my wrist Tell me why with that sad look on his face yeah I knew shit hurt them deep down My mom was devastated when she saw the razor and the knife Almost had committed suicide multiple times She told me you only live once You got that talent Yuvi don't give up now She wiped my tears off my face Gave me a huge hug told me that I would be fine But I just keep lying to her in her face yeah I tell her I'm fine when I'm dying on the inside yeah But we all know I ain't no quitter yeah So I rather feel neglected yeah Now And numb I be neglecting yeah Neglecting My feelings push em hoes aside So I can help these other folks around I'm the best at giving advice But I won't even listen to myself I have so much experience But I'm just a teenager They say everything Happens for a reason But I just feel like I'm an old soul or sum I can't even feel my face I can't even see my ears unless I look in the mirror But that means I have to visualize myself I try to hold in the pain I be like Yuvi damn Yuvi I'm proud of you For staying here Don't feel Neglected yeah Neglected yeah Neglected yeah Said yeah yeah I can't even feel my face Giving it my all just to be rejected yeah I be feeling neglected So disconnected I just need to feel like I'm respected Said I'm so numb to pain I can't even feel a thing