Wish I Could Forget

Depressed, wish I could forget all this Deep sin, caught up in a crypt I guess That's where I'm gonna end up real soon If I don't turn from this and put my zeal in You Heavy breathing, conscious about my weakness I'm all to pieces, I'm gone, feeling far from Jesus And it's really not cool, head is like a monsoon Heart feeling like a balloon I'm so empty inside, anxiety high And I'm wishing I would die Dear God is my health on decline? Lord I really need help from the Vine I sit alone and cry Am I less of a man? Am I getting all the best from Your plan? Or am I just a sham? Lord Your tests are so grand If You leave me on my own to pass I can't Won't try Depressed, wish I could forget all this Deep sin, caught up in a crypt I guess That's where I'm gonna end up That's where I'm gonna end up without You Depressed, wish I could forget all this Deep sin, caught up in a crypt I guess That's where I'm gonna end up Yo, that's where I'm gonna end up Listen I can't continue All the things that Austin been through This mental abuse It's no excuse my heart is sinful I have done so much but not enough Curse words flowing through my head but my mouth stays shut And I gotta keep it like that Unless I'm preaching Christ I don't really wanna write raps But I feel so bad inside I grieved the Spirit and I had the flesh gratified But it didn't leave me satisfied It just left me with this feeling that I have to die So I Turn to Christ for forgiveness I hope that He hears me and I find repentance Cause it's necessary and it's mandatory And to never find it, that's a scary story I gotta keep on climbing, no I can't avoid it It's only through the Son's blood the Father can restore me Depressed, wish I could forget all this Deep sin, caught up in a crypt I guess That's where I'm gonna end up Yeah, that's where I'm gonna end up yo Depressed, wish I could forget all this Deep sin, caught up in a crypt I guess That's where I'm gonna end up Yeah, that's where I'm gonna end up Lord Father forgive me My conscience has been bothering me My thoughts are sinful Honestly, I'm not pretending Without You with me I am nothing but a Godless enemy See the waves swallowing me when I cross the Red Sea And it don't end Dear God I am broken Your Word is what I need to soak in Cause in You there is power to change I need help and forgiveness, shower me with Your Grace I'm so lost Soften my heart, dear God I'm flawed More than that though, I need Your Cross I need You, I need You I'm so lost Soften my heart, dear God I'm flawed More than that though, I need Your Cross I need You, I need You