Talking To My Angel

Been all on my own Trying to get the feeling of you gone Up til dawn, writing about what's drawn me from you What keeps me up til then thinking of you I just want to feel you near me, again No longer feeling you're here with me till the end Ignored all the signs til I couldn't and forgot all the things that I shouldn't Wouldn't have known how long this would last, ten years seems like forever What is peace when you're not here? Trapped between my heart and fear About who I was and how I feel Finding myself throughout this mess Trying not to lose myself in all the stress There's not much strength that I got left Fighting every thought that's comes to my head, Talking to my angel Can't you hear me cry, through the day and night Talking to my angel Can't hear me cry, just need one more night Talking to my angel Talking to my angel, I'm running round in circles tryna find out where I'm going Wishing you were here to help me so I pray that you hear me so Talking to my angel Talking to my angel Never knew how hard it was to fly until I hit the ground Found what's lost and now it's in the clouds, but still can't figure out how I, managed And after all this time I'm still, damaged The years feel heavier than anything I've known Where were you - for every birthday and every single note? I wish I could feel you with me I miss how every hug felt like home I look just like you, people tell me that I wish you knew how much I loved you then What is peace when you're not here? Trapped between my heart and fear About who I was and how I feel Finding myself throughout this mess Trying not to lose myself in all the stress There's not much strength that I got left Fighting every thought that's comes to my head Talking to my angel Can't go back in time, I can't help but try Talking to my angel Can't help but cry, left me alone and blind Talking to my angel Talking to my angel, I'm running round in circles tryna find out where I'm going Wishing you were here to help me so I pray that you hear me so Talking to my angel Talking to my angel Talking to my angel, I'm running round in circles tryna find out where I'm going Wishing you were here to help me so I pray that you hear me