Thoughts (feat. Till) [Slowed & Reverb]

A lot is on my mind I guess I'm going through it I chose a happy beat but just so I wouldn't lose it Forgot just how to talk, now I speak through music I lost myself In you but if I find me I'll abuse it Like what was I just thinking? to the point breaking I overthink a lot and then get caught my body aching I'm never still I'm shaking, constantly I'm wasted My life is complicated but I can't make shit more basic At least I know the path that I'm on is one I'm paving And I do everything that I want I'm never waiting Momma said be who you are so you why hating I'm just on my grind but I'm not that good at skating I play a lot skate though and I ain't even playing Sorry I got off topic its time to go back to basics It's like I wanna find myself but only finding frustration And I hate feeling okay because that brings me temptation Yeah, but temptations amazing And that leads you to the point of where your constantly raising The celebrations you're making make you feel great and amazing But I'm afraid to step ahead and then get left devastated I guess that's just my thoughts cause I know that I'll make it And I need to lose these thoughts because I'm getting impatient And I need to get my shit together stay motivated If this gets track ever gets finished then I broke isolation Cause a lot is on my mind I guess I'm going through it I chose a happy beat but just so I wouldn't lose it forgot just how to talk, now I speak through music I lost myself In you but if I find me I'll abuse it Like what was I just thinking? to the point breaking I overthink a lot and then get caught my body aching I'm never still I'm shaking, constantly I'm wasted My life is complicated but I can't make shit more basic At least I know the path that I'm on is one I'm paving And I do everything that I want I'm never waiting Momma said be who you are so you why hating I'm just on my grind but I'm not that good at skating I guess I'm going through it cuz I'm turning to these drugs I guess I'm going through it cuz I lost the one I love I be turning to the plug cuz I need to feel a buzz Cuz no one never makes me feel the same way that she does And how I been feeling without you is devastating I wanna get over you, no time for wasting And I just got all of these dreams I been chasing I'm about to spark a blunt man I been stargazing It gets harder every day to keep on living Resorting to the alcohol keep fuckin up my liver Sometimes I feel on the suicidal brink losing all these thoughts cause Cause a lot is on my mind I guess I'm going through it I chose a happy beat but just so I wouldn't lose it Forgot just how to talk, now I speak through music I lost myself In you but if I find me I'll abuse it Like what was I just thinking? to the point breaking I overthink a lot and then get caught my body aching I'm never still I'm shaking, constantly I'm wasted My life is complicated but I can't make shit more basic At least I know the path that I'm on is one I'm paving And I do everything that I want I'm never waiting Momma said be who you are so you why hating I'm just on my grind but I'm not that good at skating