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I been driving for an hour now The road is looking dark, i guess the power out I miss when this building right here was our house We had to blossom, i guess that we're flowers now We looked similar as seeds As we sprouted, and got crowded, you don't look the same to me I don't look the same to you, i can't explain to you Now i aim and shoot, i guess i changed, it's true Beaten, battered, brutalized, attempt to just see through your eyes Used to joke about death, and i guess that it grew true with time Haunted by the bleeding lights, i guess i don't need to fight The way i'm driving looks like it's another sleepless night I just passed the place we met, i stopped to pay respects To say we dug this trench, is really that a stretch I once was articulate but now i can't express There's so much that i was clawing to confess Fantasize the taste of blades, i can't erase the haze And if you ever ran away, i'm not the one to chase And if the situation flips, i don't expect you to So don't neglect the truth, i can rest a destitute You made it obvious that there's no besting you So why compete or argue when there's less to prove Everyone around me, slits my wrists, in attempts to better me Exhaust my fumes and i don't got the energy I'm so tired, i'm so tired Maybe i won't see a world where i can be admired Maybe these will just be places to me now Maybe they will face me if you proud I see your shadows in my hallways My soul can't be severed from yours and that's always Hallucinations of you in the doorways Premonitions, i can't ignore wait I don't give a fuck, i will give it up I don't give a fuck, i know i'm not enough I don't give a fuck, i will give it up I don't give a fuck, i know i'm not enough Everyone within my life, always thinks that they are right Cause i'm not one to confront, i'm not confident enough I guess i'm always wrong But i'd rather be wrong, then our relationship be gone I doubt you feel the same Expired lighters douse the flame