New Year Th!ngs

Baby is it possible for you to love a wolf Not a human being Yes I said a wolf but not Jacob I'm not perfect but I'm stuck all in a twilight zone, repeating pains, on it I'm working I'm not worthless Searching for a purpose, fuck my past had a resurgence I gave a dam, but now it's cracked I see the waters of her splurging I'm trying this thing we're I like move on from the hurting (That shit ain't working buddy) Another year Same shit A different me I'm Tired of myself but I'm afraid to sleep Losing weight but gaining knowledge, growing money trees Bermuda, cuz I'm stuck My insecurities I noticed just how toxic I could be, I had a dream where I was super man, and I just Saved lo-is But mid flight from me, swooping in to save the day, we fought about what me and Wonder Woman Just did last week Perfect I can never be, not even in my sleep I tell almost everyone about my first loves defeat Not even realizing that what I had can never ever, ever be, but I still have the dream Once again for me, my insecurities They make sure I keep the hoes around Afraid of loneliness, make sure my heart stays out the lost found Protected, from promiscuous, ingenious, ladies who look for men to douse With life lies so we can fall for fakers now who just wanted pounds and pounds Slow it down They all gold dig now They all just want the pumps, aka dicking them all down (Slow it down your beautiful, I just wanna kiss you) Another year Same shit A different me I'm Tired of myself but I'm afraid to sleep Losing weight but gaining knowledge, growing money trees Bermuda, cuz I'm stuck My insecurities