Rafters (feat. adam)

I've lost my way And I'm coming back home But the path is dark so light a spark and head into the unkown I've come close Still so far So I'll bottle up my thoughts like lightning bugs in mason jars Bet you are and bet you will Better off and better still I'll beat the beat, I'll give it heat, but that's the only time I'll kill Cause time, we can't waste it When dreams are what we're chasing Bad thoughts I'm erasing Like NASCAR mind's racing And I'm pacing Going back and forth Like those old people you used to see out on their porch Elevate for heaven's sake, we say - "just rise above it" Been sinking, can't put anything out unless I love it Don't love what I make, so I'm kinda struggling Staring at my face for any trace of who I am but nothing Almost got too much to say, so rather just sit here... say something Out on my porch for this past fornite, got frostbite Like the cat got my damn tongue before I got the words right The world's rough sometimes and others, well it's alright Been having conversations where we're swearing that we're all right We'll be alright Up in the rafters God damn, it's a disaster Things and ladders I really should get after Up in the rafters God damn, it's a disaster Things and ladders I really should get after This dichotomy that exists between you and me These hypotheses wondering about our origins beneath the seas You have to hate how the world goes on Hate how your night seems long Hate how your thoughts seem wrong Is it crazy that I often sit and wonder my own fate? Spend all my time alive preoccupied about a later date Thinking about my life through self-reflection done wrong And I've been in this world so long, the line's gone Don't know if I ever remember the line drawn That's what shit my mind's on It's something like a time bomb Has a tighter grip on me, something like a python We occupy the same space, may have different journeys Told you it was urgent, though Kinda thought you'd hurry At least now I'm sure of that which I'm worthy I'll be alright Up in the rafters God damn, it's a disaster Things and ladders I really should get after Up in the rafters God damn, it's a disaster Things and ladders I really should get after Up in the rafters