grenadine

I'm feeling violent Like I can't hear anything outside of me And my ears are burning up like a cigarette Nicotine stains on my fingertips I don't know my feelings So I'll lash out at just about everything Burn bridges that don't need burning Lock myself in a flesh prison I'm feeling violent Like the light is leaking out my eyelids I wanna scream even it won't do anything But my friends say that's not like me I don't need these feelings So I'll drown them in pills and ecstasy While I drink in your face like grenadine For a minute you can be my distraction I'm feeling violent Burn my ex's Prada bag be cause she deserves it Hate my guts cuz they're like rotting Inside out; my skin is a reservoir holding days of damage in tally marks Crack my head on the floor like a doll But my eyes are open unlike before Feeling like Grace in Witch Creek Road You're so distant Wonder where you are and my tears glisten Because I always think of you leaving Like your brain isn't in knots already I'm so distant But I wonder where you are and my tears glisten Because I always just think of you leaving Like my brain hasn't moved on already I'm feeling violent Like the light is leaking out my eyelids I wanna scream even it won't do anything But my friends say that's not like me I don't need these feelings So I'll drown them in pills and ecstasy While I drink in your face like grenadine For a minute you can be my distraction