i want this and i don't know what i'm doing

Yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah Oh Hello world Open up Bare my soul Let it show Homeschooled from a hole in the desert Grew up a reject Always felt lesser than God had a special plan I didn't see it then Now I just got a glimpse Couldn't do it without my friends Most of them are the best And I got grace for the rest I want this and I don't know what I'm doing Love for the ones that doubted me Love for the ones that believe in me I want this and I don't know what I'm doing Yeah Love for the ones that stuck Love for the ones that disappeared on me I want this and I don't know what I'm doing Love for the ones that hate me Love for the ones that betrayed me And love for the ones that love Love for the ones that love love love love Love love love Problems ain't got no problems Solomon taught me Proverbs Pay no mind to the scoffers God is my source of knowledge All a part of the process Learn from all of my losses I been walking on promises Every thought is my hostage Been my own worst critic But now it's pure art Ain't banking on being someone special So I work hard Thought this whole thing would be moving along quicker Learned that hope differed can make a sick heart even sicker Best gift the Lord coulda gave me was letting me get fed up And this leap is for my family We don't know how it's gone end up I want this and I don't know what I'm doing Love for the ones that doubted me Love for the ones that believe in me I want this and I don't know what I'm doing Yeah Love for the ones that stuck Love for the ones that disappeared on me I want this and I don't know what I'm doing Love for the ones that hate me Love for the ones that betrayed me And love for the ones that love Love for the ones that love love love love