Black Heart (feat. SakkUp KB)

This shit getting real Probably hold it in I won't tell you how I feel Say it's bad for me but I been thuggin on the real We all got our problems so you know just how it is Baby I been popping seals Love the way it make me feel Tryna change the way I live Who knew it would come to this Got a angel in the sky, I'm really wishing you was here I been out here on my own, I'm feeling lonely as it gets Cross me once you burn that bridge I don't care who you is They gone throw dirt on yo name naw I ain't new to this Niggas out here chasing names and they the goofiest I swear I could never change I'm staying true to this Cause I got a black heart Yea I'm playing that part You stuck in yo ways, I just wanna say you don't gotta act hard But I'm feeling pain, I'm going insane so you better back off I'm stuck in the rain, I seen better days but I'm coming back hard Yeah I'm coming back hard Don't want feelings I'm just gone play my part Got me stuck in my ways with a black heart I can't love you cause lately I been scarred Fuck yo feelings I don't want yo remarks Out here thuggin I don't gotta act hard No attachment my heart is behind bars I been lonely I feel like I'm in the dark No you bet not call, don't try to check on me My thoughts might get the best of me Lord tell me why you testing me, I promise I won't fall Keep throwing all this pain my way, I hide with fentanyl Fight depression it ain't letting up, but they can't tell at all Like lord forgive me for my sins I been talking to you hoping I won't hurt again All these people tryna check on me, but I can't let em in I ain't tryna trust again, don't wanna talk ain't tryna vent Try yo best you can't convince Cross me once you burn that bridge I don't care who you is They gone throw dirt on yo name naw I ain't new to this Niggas out here chasing names and they the goofiest I swear I could never change I'm staying true to this Cause I got a black heart Yea I'm playing that part You stuck in yo ways, I just wanna say you don't gotta act hard But I'm feeling pain, I'm going insane so you better back off I'm stuck in the rain, I seen better days but I'm coming back hard I be overthinking so my thoughts might get the best of me You a fool if you think you gone get the rest of me I be switching moods, I can see why you might check on me Don't know what to do, Ima find my way you best believe They don't know, they don't know I say they don't know, they don't know I been tryna let it go, but I won't Baby I been thuggin on this dirty road You can tell I done been hurt before Asking me what's goin on, I don't know Either you gone show me love or you won't Fuck it I been better off on my own, yeah I been sipping drank cause that shit take my take my pain away Give a fuck what they gone say I'm hurting on a day to day I be quick to say I'm straight they know I'm lying to they face I been ghosting everybody for some days cause I need space Don't like to let it out, I keep it bottled in Too much goin on, start losing it my patience running thin Please don't ask me how I feel, because my head might start to spin Talking to the lord, yeah I'm just coming to repent Might open up and fill you in Take a breath let me begin, let's talk about it In my head thoughts be crowded Ask what's wrong, what you gone do about it Claim you here to stay, but I just can't allow it Once I get too close I can't get through without it Pour a cup now watch me down it Yeah